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any thing that i can look into and seek help from that anyone can offer will be the greatest of help. I had no clue about this web sight or that there was any thing like this on here. i googled something about possible help and this web sight came up. I did not hesitate to click on it. most times i do cause u never know what u will see or find. I felt that this was a palce that i could vent things out to and i would be listened to.  If nothing else i will have friends and people that will understand what I am going through. In hopes that i may can touch some one else in some of the good and the bad. Like most i am lookin to find help but also to possibly find a friend along the way. that is all anyone needs now days.

there isnt a day that goes by that i find there are a lot of good people in the world that is willing to help sny way they can. then when u think that everything is going to be ok there is more bad things that come because someone isnt happy they gotta make sure others know it. sometimes they make u feel like crap to. i have been friends with this one person most of my life and when i told someone about something i heard i didnt think was true well they got wind about it and called me just to go off like a roman candle on the 4th of july. i have enough problems and issues and worries and all of a sudden i got someone yelling at me as if i say. i try to help by being encouraging to people including this individual and all i get is crap and i dont understand why. just like when i was in the womans shelter was promised help from this individual and well there was no help there because i was deserted. i try and not let stuff like that discourage me because if i did i would be worst off than i was. ive gotten remarried since then to someone i always had a thing for i have known all my life. his cousin was my best friend well she was killed over 10 yrs ago and i lost contact with everyone. i finally saw him one day and well the rest is history. we have been married will be 3 yrs march 17. we found that we both liked each other even as teenagers but were to chicken to say anything to each other. it kills me that we both work really hard and cant seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel. he likes to be with us but he is talking about going back out to drive a semi again. i dont really like the idea because he will be gone all the time.  we have already been through that before. he works as a security guard for the same company.. he is the reason i got the job here. i just dont know whhat we are gonnna do because not only will i have to deal with him all the time being gone but i also worry about getting to and from work because my van is on its last leg and we cant afford car payments already got a title loan on my van as is. i just hope that we can catch a break cause i dont know how much more of this crap we can take.

i will tell u life at one time was unbearable for me. i ended up going to a womans shelter with my two kids to get out of an abusive marriage at that time. i couldnt get a job or a car while i was there. my parents let me move there and once i did i was able to get a job and was given a car from a couple that had a  car they never used. i drove that car til it litteraly had problems but at that point was able to get an apartment and a new car from there. i have managed to go through a lot to get to where i am and i only ask for help when needed. there are good people out there that will help. its just trusting that they will come through your life when u need them the most and i am definantly thankful for that. if it had not been for them i dont know where i would be at today. there is hope out there we just have to stay strong.

On top of trying to get my diploma in the last several years ive had nothing but bad luck. my parents were both diagnosed with cancer a yr  or so apart. my ddad just recently pretty much has no job and thry are about to loose the place where they are at. we are wanting to buy a house big enough to move them in with us but we both have really bad credit. he has a terrible car and my van is on its last leg.financially we are struggling to pay all our bills and keep enough groceries in the house. we have applied for food stamps but they go by what we make before taxes and they say we make to much. when u look at our bills and look at what we bring home to work with we dont always make it through. i recieve child support and it helps but it doesnt go far. we recently found out that my eye sight has gotten worst so i am working as much as i can until im not able to work any more. we were told that i have a rare eye disease that will eventually take my eye sight possibly and that is a scarey thought. i try to be positive about it buts its hard cause our children are small. we just need help to get back on our feet and to give our kids everything that they need and when we can somethings they want. we make sure they have what they need before we think about ourselves and that is something i pride myself on. im thankful to have what we do have just hoping there is someone out there to help us catch a break and let us see that there is someone out there that is willing to help a family that could use it and be very blessed to have it. if anyone can help do anything at all we would appreciate it more than u will ever know.

im a mother of two and a step mother of two i have been working on getting my high school diploma through a online course. i finished everything needed but haven't finished paying. they told me i have to finish paying for it before i can get my diploma. my husband and i both work  full time but we barely can maake ends meet. i was hoping that some one here could help me find someone that could help me to pay them off. the sooner i get my high school diploma the better my job will get for us financiially i would appreciate it greatly. im 30 yrs old and have been after this goal for half of my life due to making a stupid dicision to quit school due to the other kids i had to deal with. its gonna cost me 912.00 to pay it off and i really need this if there is some one that can help.